Thursday, September 18, 2008

My mother's funeral service

The service was very nice.

It was located on UB's campus and there were about 50 people there. Maybe more......

Jesse, me and his mom went.

Everyone else bailed. Even Allyn...... after he and his mom told me that they would come. They BOTH bailed. Al just didn't show up and Al's mom emailed me saying she couldn't make it.

I am having a VERY hard time not emailing or calling Allyn. But that is for another day.

There was NO ONE there from my family but me. *** ALL THOSE PEOPLE that pushed me out so they could be "in" couldn't break away from their day to remember my mother.

But that, is for another day because emotionally, I am not ready to go there. Today was VERY hard.

I just bombed a test because of my emotional state..... but i HAD to take it today.

I'm going to go lay down now. More details later.

1 comment:

Special K said...

Oh sweetie! Hugs and more hugs! I wish I were there to hug you! I don't even know where to begin with Al. Some people, especially men (sorry it is true) are not hardwired to realize the importance of things like that. I am so sorry you are having to deal with all this in one day!