Monday, October 13, 2008



I got some rest this weekend.

Thats the only good thing about the weekend tho......

J fucked up the finances again. We haven't been grocery shopping in about 3 weeks. We literally don't even have bread in the house. I have no money because I had to pay cable, gas, groceries AND phone out of my cs last month......

It's been rough.

I haven't eaten. Mostly because I want the kids to eat. Jesse took today off from work ( not smart, I know ) to take copper back so we can get some groceries.

I NEVER want to be in this position again. My cupboards are empty, the freezer is literally empty and my fridge has juice and milk in it. I don't even have pasta in the house! I have one bag of white rice.... and some butter. Thats it. I wish I was exaggerating.

I spent the day crying yesterday. I tried contacting Al so I could get 20-30.00 advance on cs which he will pay on friday. He never returned my text, well, he did, but not until 7pm and only to say he would have to look at his account.

Im aggravated because I feel like I am doing everything. Paying bills, taking care of the house and school..... I could get a job. School full time, kids school and activities and everything else I do will not allow it. There just isn't enough hours in the day.

I am so stressed out and tired mentally. As I type this, Jesse is still in bed. I'm glad he gets the day off from work to sleep.



Nancy said...

Hey Angie!

Try Angel Food:

It is good quality food. There are no income requirements, and it is well worth the price.

I have been getting this food for a few months now and it is a blessing. For $30 you can get all this:

It won't help today, but I know we have been eating better since I found Angel food.

Oh, and they don't preach at you or anything. When I go, I bring my cooler pick up the food and leave within a half hour.

Hope this helps.


Special K said...

Wow. I don't know what to say. It doesn't take all day to take copper does it? Tell him y'all will just get down to utilities and that is it, no cell phones, no cable, the cost of those damn cats you have left, the food, litter etc.. these are things that are expendable when you have kids that need food!! I don't know how you do it, but if you ever give up on this relationship I think no one can't say you didn't try. No food, bad choices, the cats, I wouldn't of made it this far. Seriously!

Kirsten said...

I agree with Nancy, but I think you and I talked about the angel food thing a few years ago, and there wasn't a participating church in your area ... that may have changed, the food is well worth it.

Ladiebug said...

Angel Food is a godsend but you need lots of gas becuase the closest one I believe is in Belfast. If you still need food let me know. I have some food in my freezer downstairs hat is just sitting there. I;d rather it go into some bellies that need it!!