I got some rest this weekend.
Thats the only good thing about the weekend tho......
J fucked up the finances again. We haven't been grocery shopping in about 3 weeks. We literally don't even have bread in the house. I have no money because I had to pay cable, gas, groceries AND phone out of my cs last month......
It's been rough.
I haven't eaten. Mostly because I want the kids to eat. Jesse took today off from work ( not smart, I know ) to take copper back so we can get some groceries.
I NEVER want to be in this position again. My cupboards are empty, the freezer is literally empty and my fridge has juice and milk in it. I don't even have pasta in the house! I have one bag of white rice.... and some butter. Thats it. I wish I was exaggerating.
I spent the day crying yesterday. I tried contacting Al so I could get 20-30.00 advance on cs which he will pay on friday. He never returned my text, well, he did, but not until 7pm and only to say he would have to look at his account.
Im aggravated because I feel like I am doing everything. Paying bills, taking care of the house and school..... I could get a job. School full time, kids school and activities and everything else I do will not allow it. There just isn't enough hours in the day.
I am so stressed out and tired mentally. As I type this, Jesse is still in bed. I'm glad he gets the day off from work to sleep.