Friday, January 23, 2009

because I can't put this on facebook

Angelena HATES THAT SHE FOUND A LETTER FROM WEGMANS THAT JESSE BOUNCED 2 CHECKS WITH THEM TOTALLING ALMOST 250.00 WHEN WE HAVE A BUSTED HEAD GASKET IN MY VAN WHICH MEANS I WILL HAVE TO WALK BAILEE TO SCHOOL AND RELY COMPLETELY ON HIM TO GET TO DOC APPTS ETC......

WHAT THE FUCK?

How many times do I have to threaten to leave? How many times do I have to ask him if his bank account is ok and how many times has he LIED to me.

I sold my school books on Amazon from last semester for 146.00. I don't have a bank account ( because Jesse fucked it up ) so the money went into his account.... again money I WILL NEVER EVER SEE.

God dammmit!

I have nowhere to go. I can't just pick up and leave. I WANT TO. I WANT TO RIGHT NOW. I am tired of the lies, I am tired of not having money, I am tired of the fucking cats, I am tired of not being able to save any money because I have to constantly bail his ass out of shit.......

I AM TIRED.

I am so fucking sick of this shit.

I WANT OUT.

2 comments:

Special K said...

I love you and I am here. How fucking frustrating, you NEED out but I completely 1000% understand the scary factor of nowhere to go or how you can do it. It is so not fair!
He bounced more checks, he has to be on crack, the cat thing, the racking up stupid debt and fines and bills and overdrafts over and over you bailing him out and he KEEPS ON DOING IT!?!
((sigh)) I wish I was in Buffalo right now, we would get a babysitter and go out and get TORE UP then come home and kick him to the curb.

Lori said...

Ugh. I am so sorry, Angi. I wish there was something I could do!