Anyone watch wonderpets? My kids are watching it and let me tell you.... its annoying. A-NOY-ING...... I am going to jump out my living room window if I hear them sing another stupid song.
There, now thats off my chest.
Ok, here it is. My XBFF has been texting me to get online to chat with her this morning, so I did. I got to see pictures from easter of her and my ex fiance and her KIDS with my ex fiance and wow.... that's all I can say is wow. Moving a little fast? Atleast I waited 6 months to introduce my kids to another man, she waited what like 2 weeks? ugh. Even 6 months was questionable. I just don't understand. And yet, I listen to her bitch about how her soon to be ex hubby is upset and fighting her on everything... well duh!!!! I tried to explain to her that he is the victim. He will only see himself as the victim until he finds someone else. And for him, that won't be in 2 weeks! Ugh....
And there's something else that bothers me about my "friend". She is down to 149 pounds. When I started talking to her again 2 years ago she was way over 200 pounds. All I get to hear about is how much weight she lost. Between that and her new love I am about ready to shoot myself. She does this weight loss by not eating. She does this weight loss by battling bulemia ( so she says ) and doing things that I would never recommend. But I am still jealous as heck. I have gained A LOT of weight. I am over 200 pounds now. Back to what I was when I was with Allyn. I find myself emotionally eating. I have cut WAY down on sweets and now when I want to eat I eat a 90 calorie granola bar. I do portion control, I manage my calorie intake and have not lost one frickin pound. I feel like a fat cow. I hate it. I'm wearing a size 16 jeans tightly. To the point where I have a slight "muffin top" sticking out. I am 5 ft 9 in and feel like a giant fatty.
Being jealous sucks. I know we choose how we react to things but wtf. Lindsy, how did you lose 5 pounds in a week? Will you share? And is hubby doing the same diet???
Congrats by the way, I KNOW you are doing it healthy. So please lmk what your doing :)
Ugh, miserable me.