Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Happy Birthday to me..... tomorrow.

So, here I am........

I am almost 32 years old.

What's different this year????

I'm not working.

That's really it.

pittiful, isn't it?

Fuck.

Have you ever felt completely STUCK?

That's me. STUCK.

I feel like I have accomplished NOTHING.

that's the end of my pitty party tho.... seriously.

This year WILL be fucking different.

I am going back to school.

I am interning with the Buffalo News.

I am closer with my father.

I am closer with my family.

Allyn and I can maintain a friendship for the sake of the children.

I have a lot to do this year and god dammit 32 WILL be different.

IT WILL......

So, happy effing birthday to me..... tomorrow.

I will have cake...... lots of cake.

5 comments:

Special K said...

Happy early birthday! I will be in Cali tomorrow without internet so wanted to stop in and say it!
Take heart kiddo, 32 is YOUNG!! I am 40 now. FORTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK nuff said.
Loves ya.

Lori said...

Hey, I've been 32! It's really not that bad. And take heart, dearest: you'll never be as old as I am.

I completely understand the stuck feeling...but it doesn't appear that you're stuck at all. As a matter of fact, it looks like things are really starting to look up for you, darlin'.

I adore you. Happy, happy birthday. Tomorrow. Lol. xoxoxo

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Kirsten said...

Happy, Happy birthday!

Ladiebug said...

Sorry I wasnt anywhere with internet last week to wish you a happy day! I hope it went well!
Happy Birthday!